My testimony

Before I knew God , I was very empty and I was lost , I did not know what is my real self value. I was doing all these things try to please my friends or other people , because I thought if they are happy about me or they like me then my value would be greater than other people. I couldn't feel the joy even my friend feel please at me .

One day , some of my friend bought me to this church, and I met a guy called simon who is also my leader now. He keep encourageing me since the first day we met, he told me God loves the way I am , also he told me I am the apple in God's eye and also God loves me so much that he send his only beloved son to die for me...I was stunking, how can someone die for me, I dont even know him yet. However, he was sending messages to me every week, was telling me how much God loves me and encourage me to come to know God. So I decided to go to church and find out what is this God simon talked about all the time.

Though one year walk with God and all the lovely brothers and sisters in church, I've relised that we are all sinners, but God still love us first , and he did ask his beloved son to die for our sin , so we can be holy in front of God and have enternal life. There is no one in my world would do hat for me , but god the highest king, the world's creator, he did that for me , he truely loves me , even I am so undeserve it. God really see me as apple in his eye, he really love me as I am, with this unconditional love, I gave my life to Jesus, I came to God and willing to let him to come into my heart and take control of my life, and now I am still enjoying his love every single day, and experience his powerful work in my life.

After I became a christian , I finally became confident of myself and I am able to just be myself and find a lot of really good and true friends in God, I start to learn how to love my family as well, also I start to share this amazing love with my other friends. God has blessed me so much and open up my eye to see a lot of amazing life stories, I am so in love with Jesus and he brings joy and peace in my heart everyday.